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A Place of Rest

October 6th National Poetry Day

Vigeland.

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A Place of Rest

Although a foreign view may shine and thrill

the eye, the traveller will long for home

when newness tires. He requires a still,

a quiet sweet familiar where he’s free to roam.

 

And how my bones are seized by restless

searches for a vista known, a place

of rest. But there are none suffice so much

as when my gaze has found your face.

 

For when it comes upon those folds,

those dark smooth planes, those quiet nests

it knows of old, those lips that purse

with love or petulance, it finds a place of rest.

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15th August 2011 [2]

Dawn Encounter of the Fourth Kind

It’s so quiet, so tidy and so peaceful. Everyone has gone. Much as I love them all being here, it’s also quite lovely when they leave and I get to tidy up and put everything back where it’s meant to be.

Last night we had another busy evening in the House on the Hill. None of the friends had left since Sunday and this evening another half a dozen joined us. I cooked a mammoth Thai Green Curry and we all ate, drank and got merry, (again). The evening culminated in several hours of jamming and we recorded a couple of songs for posterity… The sun came up on us and we traipsed off over the fields for a delicious dawn walk. Fell into bed around 7.30am.

May I never be too old for this.

Campfire Rounds

my heart cries out for thee, here in the lowlands

my heart cries out for thee, hills of the north,

blue lake and rocky shore, I will return once more,

boom diddy aye dye, boom diddy aye dye, boom diddy aye dye, boom…        trad.     

 

On the first warm day of the year we shed winter cocoons,

find musty-stiff bathing suits, pack bread, cheese, apples,

towels and cheery picnic gear, brave the steep hike to the peak,

…heed the call of the navy-blue tarn and the ice-white falls of Hynam.

 

A mile or so as the crow flies, or the buzzards

when they aren’t hovering high in the blue, blue skies of our youth,

perhaps two miles by foot, a shingle path winds,

a scramble at the end, always, over rocky outcrops,

through yellow gorse, Marsh Fritillaries on the wing,

honeybees buzzing, all nectar whores,

…hum to the call of the navy-blue tarn and the ice-white falls of Hynam.

 

Opening to a viridian plane spotted yellow and white

with celandines, daisies, dandelions,

neat-nibbled by wild-straggled, dread-locked sheep.

Away they skitter, tails-a-quiver as we violate their silence

crying ’last one in’s a loser!’

…echo the call of the navy-blue tarn and the ice-white falls of Hynam.

 

Once, just as we glimpse the summit, a lone heron

pauses us, renders us mute with his elegance.

We raise hands in sun-shade salute,

watch in awe his missile precision

arrow head mission for a silvered mirror carp.

 

We strip and leap, in one smooth motion

raise a commotion loud enough for the breeze to carry

the two miles home, dive-bomb the depths, plummet like lead,

but no one, ever, reaches the bottom,

explode on the surface, screams of brain-freeze,

a tangle of arms and legs caught in the frenzied fizz,

…in thrall to the call of the navy-blue tarn and the ice-white falls of Hynam.

 

Later, Orion, Perseus, all seven of their sisters,

a million other nameless strangers and a skin-thin

lemon peel paring of a moon light us from indigo skies

while we warm bodies and minds in the glow of vermillion embers,

dance to slow-strummed guitars, sing cider-sweet campfire rounds,

and in midnight hush breathe to the diuturnal rush,

…sleep to the call of the navy-blue tarn and the ice-white falls of Hynam.

 


February 27th 2011

Four things that have made me smile since yesterday…

1.) Otto reminding me that I do, after all, love him.

Otto, a dog after my own heart... willing to dress up in anything if it means you get a bit of attention.

Which I needed as he spent half of Friday planning and then carrying out ‘The Great Escape.’ The kids watched him digging an enormous hole under the fence… found it highly amusing, took him about 2 hours. I caught him just in the nick of time when only his little back paws were visible from the edge of the lunar-like crater he’d made. What a bloody mess- stones, earth, debris all over the path and decking. Little git.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

2.) Julius had a bath in my bathroom and afterwards I found he’d left two little men. Made me want to squeeze him…

We are strong men. Come play with us...

He used to play with these wrestlers all the time and he still has about thirty of them in a basket- never quite been able to part with them. Nowadays he stands beside me, almost my height, voice deep like his brothers, hair on his upper lip, torso suddenly reshaped, but somewhere inside my little boy, my baby still resides.

Oooh, love him :D

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

3.) Jo sent me these.

We’re going to do a book together- my words, her drawings. I had this idea about Hit-cat and a group of crazy mates with special powers, a bit like a Feline Misfits… This is the beginning. She’s so clever…

We’ve got a similar warped and weird sense of humour so we collaborate well. She’s madly drawing different characters and then we’ll start working on the story.

Fun…

 

 

4.) Sam is coming out od hospital TODAY!!!

I can’t believe it, 5 days after a triple by-pass at 77 years old. He’s amazing!

We went to see him yesterday and he was wandering down the corridor looking remarkably healthy, proudly showing off his scar to all and sundry. He made us laugh so much regaling us with tales of all his weird and wonderful morphine induced hallucinations. Hilarious. It will be great to have him home.

Crossways, Minley Manor

Age 10

 

School run, homeward bound.

Nine kids jemmied into a taxi

pre Jimmy Saville;

three up front, four in the back,

one in each foot-well.

Someone always lets rip a real

humdinger;

boys farting proudly,

girls releasing more

surreptitiously.

So deliciously innocent.

 

Last drop- red gabled hood

over scented greenwood.

Rhododendron enclave

gave privacy and showy blooms alike.

At the door, apron clad, floured

of hand and cheek

Mrs May meets and greets us,

‘Scones for tea… Yippee!’

Four inches high

they belie their lumpen looks,

still warm and buttery,

home-made-damson-jammy heaven.

 

We had handmade dad-made

whittled whistles

so we could find each other mid

the pines and rustling birches

where we often hid,

only revealing our position

when called into the kitchen

for shepherds pie,

or stew, or fish on Fridays

always with bread and butter

and a cuppa.

 

House on the round

We ran from kitchen to sitting room to hall to kitchen,

round and round,

chasing ghosts,

the sound of

slamming doors confounding Mother’s patience.

 

Later,

nestled in the sloping eves,

playing kiss chase in our dreams,

onanistic pleasures

our new discovered

midnight treasures.

 

St Annes, Nottingham

 

Age 20

 

six pm, early start

for those who aren’t

faint of heart.

wait for service at the bar,

bloody desperate for a jar,

listening through

the hum and hiss

of conversations

hit and miss,

the girl with eyes lined in kohl,

black as coal

and just as dirty,

looks so old…

must be twenty five at least!

“two pints of cider and two Pernods please…

in the same glass…”

barman glances aside

aghast,

witnesses needed,

he catches our eye,

focus as yet unimpeded

by excess

“this’ll blow her tits off!”

laughter follows

and warnings…

never heeded.

 

we catch the night bus,

circus

on the move,

all the groovers

intent on proving

this night above all others

will be the night

for us,

and we troop,

sheep like in our aim,

following the crowds,

finding our way home

as does half of Nottingham.

 

word’s got round

bloody quickly

through the crowds

that gather thickly

on the stairs,

across the balcony,

pissed to shit

popping and eeeeeezing,

there’s no way of getting through.

“God… I need a… pee.”

“this party’s great… they’re my mates.”

“I should have locked the fucking door

and sent out invites!”

what seemed like a good idea

is by the minute

becoming less appealing,

as every drunk revealing

his true colours,

declares undying friendship.

“God… I need… a tea.”

“where are the police when you want them?

surely we’re causing an obstruction?”

 

twelve hours after we began

our first foray in party plan

and playing host,

we find it most

taxing…

manners laxing,

we step over

life’s malingerers,

find our way to

breakfast,

mop up eggs, bacon, tea and toast,

lick our fingers,

manners forgotten.

 

eager to feast

on life’s every morsel,

certain we’ll all die immortal,

never realising

home

will one day be our castle,

complete with moat

dug and overflowing

with life’s dreary flotsam,

anarchistic student dreams

long forgotten.

 

 

 

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