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A small thought…

The lovely folk at Kumquat Poetry have been good enough to post another of my poems from a collection I’m working on called DressCode.

This is a series of sonnets, numbering 45 so far, all about clothes. They were originally inspired by a workshop with the fantastic John Gallas for Leicester Writing School.

Over many cups of coffee, fags and the odd biccy, John helped me kick some of the early sonnets into shape. Finding this wonderful quote sharpened my focus.

There is much to support the view that it is clothes that wear us,
 not we, them; we may make them take the mould of arm or breast, 
but they mould our hearts, our brains, our tongues to their liking.
Virginia Woolf
You can read the featured poem, Shoes, here…
 

1st January 2013

Happy New Year Everyone!

dungarees

Dungarees

 

Come on Eileen. Come on. Come on Eileen…

Dexy’s Midnight Runners are number one

and the world’s wearing denim dungarees

with one nonchalant strap hanging down –

I roll mine at the cuff, show off school-black

plimmies. Although challenged morphically,

possessing neither the height nor the stomach,

you buy some too. (Unadvisedly)

I call you My Blue Cannonball – you sulk

for a week. I get my hair permed – you get

your own back, telling your flat mates I look

like Bette Midler, which isn’t a compliment.

If today could be seen with tomorrow’s

wise-eyes would we ever wear dungarees?

O Death!

He not busy being born is busy dying… Bob Dylan

This weeks class study… Communicate with someone beyond the grave.

Apogee

Here, yet not here, wired to the machine,
viridian tracings flowing through your veins.
Our love seeps through, you later tell us, even
as we watch you sleep. We call your name,
but ears are deaf and eyes are blind- you dare
ignore our pleas, your pain wins through. This world
you would forsake for you are happier there.
I walk Venetian lanes and hear the whirl
of lapping water lipping over piers
of umber wood. The amber sun held deep
within the ancient crumbling ochre years,
rose-madder shadows flecked with gold. I weep,
for if I took my leave just here I’d be
so near to reaching life’s sweet apogee.

I Hear Your Call

Too late! Unhealing wound. A darkening pall
that drowns your lungs and oozes crimson tears
from blinded eyes and every orifice
now closed to us, yet still, I hear your call.
It’s time to take your leave- death’s wanton whore
demands the living line to still. Now view
her neon underscore- lament your
overture, your wordless note. I hear your call.
She spits me feathers from her silent maw,
the first I found stuck to my sole, knew
you’d visit me in dreams, a gnawing ache,
insatiable, and still, I hear your call.
And how love missed you- held you in its thrall,
but how it missed… and still, I hear your call.

Autumn

Horse Chestnut’s rose racemes give way to drum
tight spikey spheres- like pale medieval flails
soft-lined in creamy satin giving birth to jewel
off-spring. Vermillion spins the setting sun
through leaf-hands burning crimson, while the tail-
end whiplash gusts of Hurricane Irene
howl-a-wailing. This glory-blaze, this scene
of fire and noise, this loud ungraceful rail
against an ageing and decay- I need
to leave the world with just this same defiance,
this wild display of passion. No slow-dance
like the dessicating umbelled seed heads
in the hedgerows… No! That’s not for me. I’ll go…
but I shall wear a fire-cloak while I Tango.

Launde Abbey Walk

Launde Abbey Walk
(after John Clare)

I know, encircled in your arms I’ll lie
by nightfall when soft darkness flowers. The hours
must pass, in that I have no choice, but I
may choose my passing wiles until I’m yours.
I meet with poets, hear the words of Clare
whilst walking through the Abbey grounds of Launde,
sweet rhythms, rhymes and sonnets thrill; the air
is thick with inspiration, grace resounds.
His ancient, fine-tuned gaze is clear, reflects
in everything- around, about, above.
The Walnut, Beech, Sweet Chestnut and the Oaks;
they nourish, feed my hunger for your love.
Yet where life sometimes disappoints, short-falls
the mark, You never fail me, You enthrall.

The Eucalyptus, peeling bark of long
mink shards like razor shells that curl away,
fine arching branches kiss the sky, a song
in leaves a bloom of blue, a hiss, a sway.
The Wellingtonia, Giant Sequoia, great
totemic earth-red pole, a piercing, tall,
cannonical spit of fiercesome weight
and height, a dizzying might, dwarfing all,
yet not the Copper Beech with burnished limbs
all patina’d leaf reflecting Autumn
Sun. Her spined and bristled hedgehog twins
and triplets fall and splay, their fruit, nut brown,
encrusting all the earth beneath amidst
the crisping leaves that turn the green to dust.

I enter through a door- please close the gate-
within, a kitchen garden in decline.
Beyond it’s crumbling walls, raised beds laid waste
to weeds, organic farming by design.
The dancing Ox-eyes border upright Leeks
that seem to march in ordered rank and file.
Magenta eyes of crimson Poppies peep
as through the blue-grey greens the breezes sigh.
Beneath the Apple boughs a madder blush,
a sweet fermenting carpet summons forth
the wasps, so greedy for their sugar rush
they leave me be. And there for all he’s worth,
the broad palmed Fig, the garden’s Theurgist,
signs nature’s blessings from his red-brick list.

I leave the working garden, close the gate
and stroll across the Abbey’s formal green
to where the beckoning Cedar’s limbs create
a space of quiet seclusion, hold a swing.
I sit, for how could I resist that joy
and let the motion lull me as I look;
ecclesiastic symbols make me toy
with thoughts of faith, a being brought to book;
the crucifixes carved from wood and stone,
the crosses made from twigs that fell from trees
once felled like sinners broken by a storm
and just like sinners, crumpled to their knees;
I am: yet what I am none cares or knows,
yet knowing You, I know, nor fear alone.

Saturday 3rd September 2011

I spent a delightful day with poetry friends at Launde Abbey in Rutland. The event was organised by Graham Norman for the Leicester Poetry Stanza and it was led by Patrick Bond, a poet and expert (one of our group called him a disciple, which I found rather charming,) on the life and works of the poet John Clare. I had not come across John Clare until today and I really enjoyed the introduction I received. I very much want to get hold of a volume of his poems and shall investigate forthwith…

After a welcome, coffee, biscuits and an introductory discussion we took to the beautiful grounds and while we strolled through the magnificent specimen trees and the walled kitchen garden, Patrick read (expressively, beautifully,) aloud to us some of John Clare’s sonnets. It was really wonderful to hear his words outside, amidst nature in all its glory… Very special.

We enjoyed a delicious lunch and a post-prandial trek across the shorn fields to an ancient wood beyond the Abbey grounds. Here we heard more of John Clare’s poetry in it’s home setting and again, it was very moving. We had time to write both before lunch and after our walk but I chose to write copious notes, take lots of pics and absorb my emotions created by the words and the glorious setting. Since I came home I have worked on a series of sonnets which go together as one poem. I have posted it under poems: Launde Abbey Walk.

Towards the end of the day Patrick read to us a poem of John Clare’s written while he was incarcerated in an asylum for the second time (which ended up being for the last 25 years of his life!) He became very depressed, (unsurprisingly,) and this poem really affected me. I pulled from it the first line and incorporated in the last rhyming couplet of my own poem.

I Am!

BY JOHN CLARE

I am—yet what I am none cares or knows;

My friends forsake me like a memory lost:

I am the self-consumer of my woes—

They rise and vanish in oblivious host,

Like shadows in love’s frenzied stifled throes

And yet I am, and live—like vapours tossed

 

Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,

Into the living sea of waking dreams,

Where there is neither sense of life or joys,

But the vast shipwreck of my life’s esteems;

Even the dearest that I loved the best

Are strange—nay, rather, stranger than the rest.

 

I long for scenes where man hath never trod

A place where woman never smiled or wept

There to abide with my Creator, God,

And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,

Untroubling and untroubled where I lie

The grass below—above the vaulted sky.

Yes… a really lovely day… another that made me feel very blessed to be allowed to be so self indulgent.

And then I picked Jacob up from the station. I have him till Tuesday. Life is good.

See for yourself…

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