Tag Archives: dogs

Friday 21st October 2011

Snowdrops by A.D.Miller

Well… it didn’t win the Man Booker and that was definitely the correct decision, in my opinion. It’s interesting, I’ll give it that, but I’m surprised it even reached the shortlist.
Mr Miller’s sentence structure is also interesting. I found his syntax irritating for the first quarter of the book and then, I suppose, I got used to it. Sometimes his writing came across as quite amateurish and at others he paints an amazingly vivid picture in a few, bright words. His imagery also veers from the sublime to the naff. I’ve just started looking through it again for some examples, but as I said, I got used to it and second time round I couldn’t find any. Odd though, for all the way through his phrasing often pulled me up, made me read again- it wasn’t a smooth journey and I didn’t altogether feel in safe hands.
The blurb says it’s irresistable, sophisticated, compelling, electrifying, gripping…
I found it none of these, but I did read to the end.
It’s a rather sordid tale of deception centred around a weak, ineffectual, self absorbed yet basically un-self aware and dishonest chap who I didn’t much like and didn’t much care about and two hard-nosed, stereotypical bitches.
I think what disappointed me was that there were no surprises. The tone was set from chapter one and we ended up exactly where we imagined we would. I also found his asides to his potential wife-to-be rather sad and annoying. I hope she ditched him like a freshly scooped up dog-shit in a polythene bag!
The story does not contain any great intrigue and I found his explanations of the final denouement over complicated. It wasn’t, after all, a crime that required either huge intellect or great cunning. But I got the gist, which was quite enough.
What shone through quite exceptionally however, was Moscow. By the last chapter I could smell, taste, hear, see, feel and sense the place. It really got under my skin. I finished the book feeling rather wistful that I’d never visited it during those crazy years and also completely relieved that I’d been lucky enough to avoid it. Its setting is Snowdrops’ triumph.

Read it for sure, but it’s not my favourite. I’ll gladly debate it’s merits with anyone whose opinion differs from mine.

I’ve been appreciating the wonders of modern technology over the last week. Skype. (We’ve tried face-time too, while giggling over it’s sexual innuendo- or is that just us? But have not managed to connect yet…) My man and I, four thousand miles apart, yet still able to look upon each other… and smile. He’s well, ergo so am I. Lots of photos have been winging both ways over the atlantic and keeping in touch is… Well, it’s nice. So nice. Just nice. Nice.

I’ve had some gorgeous walks with the dogs over the last few days. One of our favourites is down an old railway cutting that was once blasted through ancient granite walls. They have since been revealed to be chock-full of fossils. It’s impassable in the summer months due to seven foot high nettles and brambles but it’s all been recently cleared and the Autumn die-down is helping too. The dogs love it and Bruce invariably catches a rabbit or unearths his own fossilised remains. Yum!

Back home, I’ve been nesting; spring cleaning six months too late or six months too early, which ever way you choose to look at it. I’ve blitzed almost every room in the house, clearing, sorting, moving, re-arranging and it feels good. Still got a way to go but I’m in the mood for change!

I’ve been writing lots as usual, plus some editing, re-writing, re-thinking and getting things out of the way in time for November and NaNoWriMo. Exciting. I’ve got an all day poetry course tomorrow at DMU which I’m really looking forward to and my Monday night class is keeping me busy, so not much time for sleep, even though my bedroom looks so inviting now with its fairy lights and its new vistas and its winter duvet…

Today Julius and I spent a super afternoon walking round the Botanic Gardens in Leicester for their annual sculpture exhibition which closes at the end of the month. It was recommended to me by my poetry friends at the Leicester Stanza. A pamphlet of poems written on the exhibition will be produced so I thought I’d take a look and see if I found inspiration amidst the bronze, the marble, the rusty old iron, the resin and of course, nature…
It’s well worth a visit. Here are some of my favourites. There were over fifty exhibits so this is only scratching the surface. I’ll write more about them next week.

Spiral- Richard Thornton

First Step Into The Next Decade- Brele Scholz

Narcissus- Susan Forsyth

Seated Couple- Lynn Chadwick

Lion 1- Lynn Chadwick (and Julius… our very own Daniel)

Soaring Figure- Rick Kirby

Didn’t photograph this one’s name or title, sorry…

My Fat Angel- Mary Anstee parry

And last but not least, the piece I found most intriguing and hence the one I shall probably write a poem about…
Waiting- John W Mills

Decision of the evening… which book next? Think it’ll have to be the Julian Barnes. My copy is a divinely petite hard back with a beautiful dust cover scattered with dandelion clocks and floating seeds and the pages are all edged in black. Delightful. I’ll review it here soon.

And see you soon too x

P.S. Skype… God how I love you… and how I love my man!

Saturday 24th September 2011 (Part 2)

I love Blogsy!

I can’t quite believe it worked. But it did. I’m so happy. And now I can confidently say…

I love my iPad

So… Where was I?

Ah yes… Isaac happily ensconced in a tower block in Leeds. I picked up Julius (very late) from school and we enjoyed a fish and chip supper together at around 9pm. Fell into bed exhausted. Fergus was delivered home on sunday morning by the lovely Will who had taken him out in Oakham the night before with a few left overs that haven’t gone off to Uni yet and the Gappies. (the Gappies are mostly, as far as I can make out, a pleasant bunch of Antipodeans, girls and boys, that spend their gap year working at Oakham school, mostly assisting with sports and drinking I think) He looked slightly dishevelled and worn around the edges but not half as bad as Will. Will was head boy in Isaac’s year and is a young man of good character (despite enjoying getting wasted) so I felt ok about entrusting middle-born into his care and he did indeed deliver him home all in one piece the next day as promised.

The only thing to do with hung over teenagers or those insistent on watching tv and gaming on a lovely sunny Sunday is to take them off for a walk, which is exactly what we did. The three of us and the dogs spent a delightful couple of hours strolling along the canal, hurling sticks for into the water for Bruce, laughing at Otto, sheltering under ancient oaks and bridges when it rained, drying off in the sun when it stopped.

We popped into Waitrose on the way home for Sunday lunch (the ingredients, not the cafe) and it was good even though it ended up being not lunch but supper. Roast chicken, bread sauce, gravy, carrots cooked in orange and cardamon, cabbage stirfried with leeks, garlic and soy sauce and a choccy tart. A really lovely supper and a really lovely day. I think I came home and wrote a poem. Yes… and I think I posted it…

Monday was all about work. Management meetings and routines.

Tuesday was all about melt down. I had a computer disaster. My mac has been going slow for a while so I thought I’d attempt a clean up operation. Yes- I can hear those sharp intakes of breath- I should have spoken to you before I attempted such radical action no doubt. But a recklessness took hold and I decided to sort out my music and photos, both of which I have in large numbers and which I am presuming take up an equally vast amount of memory.

For ease, I shall bullet point my actions and the subsequent consequences:

  • Transfer all music onto external hard drive
  • OK as most of it was already on there anyway
  • Investigate photos
  • Discover many duplicates so spend a couple of hours deleting and sorting into folders
  • Transfer all photos onto external hard drive
  • Check external hard drive and find just shy of 3,000 photos nicely ordered in folders
  • Delete all images from computer.
  • Re-connect hard drive
  • All photos have disappeared
  • Look in trash
  • Trash now contains 28,000 images including all the icons from photoshop and illustrator and every bloody file that’s ever been sent to me ever. And they’re all mixed up.
  • Cry
  • Swear
  • Phone Jacob
  • Jacob tells me how to rescue images
  • Rescue images- all 28,000 of them
  • Start to sort. nightmare of the worst kind… a really boring one…
  • Phone the Apple shop in Highcross. Discuss ipads and their suitability for blogging and writing (we’ll come back to this later, and have obviously touched on it earlier)
  • Drive into town and part with lots of money but arrive home with a bag full of beautiful goodies. iPad, Cover, wireless keyboard, chargers, keyboard holder…
  • Decide Apple are just like BMW. The price includes the four wheels, a chassis and an engine. Everything is an ‘extra’ even though you can’t actually use it without them
  • Play with my toy (with Ferg’s help- transfer all my writing to my iPad successfully so at least if computer spontaneously combusts I won’t lose that) and try to forget looming problem of computer now clogged with even more in bred photos.
  • Drink wine
  • Sleep

Wednesday

London. Meetings, meetings, meetings. Pineapple Dance Studios. I do love going there. Not for the meetings… I could just stand transfixed watching all the dancers in their classes, or whilst they are rehearsing. Such a buzzy place.

Then off to the lovely Walker Books. Much more down to earth- still trying to get our beloved Maisy off the ground. I have faith. I always wish I worked in publishing when we meet there.

And finally to the Hempel Hotel… and my man. The Hempel is our favourite and the staff are simply the best. Nothing is ever too much trouble. We got upgraded to a divine one bedroom apartment. Room 10. It’s gorgeous. Let’s see if I can find a pic. I was so excited I forgot to take any photos myself.

More to follow…

Saturday 9th July 2011

Newly purchased all weather festival footwear. And yes, they really are that bright. So- no excuses for losing me Jo…

Youngest member of my Welly family. Sibling number 6. Welcome

Furry clogs, my festival equivalent of slippers.

Oh how I love shopping… Got a couple of lovely pairs of jeans too… Made In Heaven. That’s the brand btw, not their provenance. Nice fit. V flattering. And comfy. Non of your low rise crap that exposes just too much of your tum and love handles. No they curve nicely under the waist and hold everything in place superbly.One happy bunny.

I sat in the bath for two and a half hours this morning until my extremities looked like albino prunes. I got so totally absorbed in ‘The Music Room’ by William Fiennes I completely lost track of time.

(One good thing about having a weekend to oneself is just that, time can become as stretched or as shrunken as one desires and everything, not just meal times, is a moveable feast.)

The writing is stunning. I will tell you more when I’ve finished it.

Supper is a punnet of english raspberries, a handful of blueberries and a great big dollop of greek yoghurt. All the gorgeous fuchsia purpleness from the fruit is seeping into the creamy white. Scrumptious.

Earlier, Bruce ate a rabbit, freshly culled I should add and Otto ate the contents of the bin, which mostly contained discarded pea pods and onion skins. I tried explaining the benefits of a raw food diet to them yesterday- how it can add approximately seven years to their life expectancy. They possibly forgot to convert this into dog years and got over enthused at the possibility of living until they are over twenty. I presume their actions are their response to the information. I suppose I should be grateful that they listen to me at all.

I Am Dog

And another one from today, inspired by the reading of a Simon Armitage poem- ‘The Christening’ which begins… ‘I am a Sperm Whale…’

Otto

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I sit and pose, make my eyes big and wide,
tilt my head to one side.
I know how it makes me look
for I have noted your reaction.
Your face softens
as does the timbre of your voice.

But you irritate me with your regulations.
‘Off!’ you say, just when I’m comfortably curled
on the large plump cushions of your favourite chair.
‘In your bed!’ you command as the doorbell rings.
I only want to see who it is,
Say ‘Hello,’ have a sniff.
What’s so wrong with that?

And as for your obsession with the bin-
why are you so protective of the treasures held within
its ugly grey plastic confines?
If all that food is to be thrown
why begrudge me? What happened to
‘Waste not, want not?’
For I’m telling you… I want
and I’ll not waste a crumb, a speck, a jot.

March Walk

Unleash’d, set free, the yaps and yowls resound

through leaf-lined peace, disturbing reveries.

Shrill cries of birds escape from spring-tipped trees,

and fall like tattered feathers float to ground.

aKaak  aKaak!  aChukk  aChukk  aCho!

the pheasants screech, take off in flapping din,

escape the hungry maul by whisker-thin

save-your-skin margin. Rebounding echo

bounces out, a crackled thwack of snapping

sticks and twigs as they career through tangled

tines and twisted vines. One pules a strangled

yelp and trips, a flying furball tumbling

like a clown. The other skids a curl,

returns, then off they run, a hurly-burly whirl.

12th March 2011

It felt positively spring-like this morning… Bruce and Otto enjoyed our walk immensely… (as did I) once I got Otto to stand up and walk that is, and understand that being dragged with your head in your paws isn’t really an option when climbing over rough, rocky and muddy terrain. He didn’t think much to his new halti harness. Maybe he doesn’t like the colour I chose- a rather vibrant shade of cobalt- and was coveting Bruce’s scarlet number. He’s really very ungrateful, after all I did buy the leads to match and didn’t just grab any old shade willy nilly, whatever was nearest to hand. Anyway, once he’d accepted that the harness was staying put he made the best of things and charged off after any small smell, rustling, song or snuffling as normal.

I spent a very pleasant afternoon at the Leicester Stanza poetry group, reading, discussing, critique-ing poems that everyone brought along. I really enjoyed it today and after posting this I need to go and look up Quasars- thanks to Gis for introducing me to the noisy ‘cosmic teens’ of the universe. They sound amazing! I read out my ‘Fire’ poem and got some great feed back. Very worth while as always. Bonus- no parking ticket this after noon!

To reward myself for managing to avoid a fine and dropping a fellow poet off in Bruntingthorpe, I popped into Dodes in Kibworth. Mmm. I was a very naughty girl indeed. You know those days when every bloody frock you try on just looks and feels like it’s been personally designed and made for you… Well, today was just like that and the assistants were no sodding help- you’d think they were keen to sell their wares or something- ‘Oh that’s perfect,’ and ‘it looks amazing,’ and ‘Wow!’ Gorgeous!’ etc etc- in the end I felt it would have been rude not to. I left armed with a bulging bag and a diminished bank balance. But… I have some lovely new frocks to wear in Spain in April. Yes, yes, I know it’s not a fashion parade and I ought to be concentrating on more cerebral matters, but there may be a lovely single writer of the right age and persuasion without too much baggage who also has a penchant for well dressed English nutters who smoke and drink too much and have a tourettes-like tendency to swear… you never know. I think I’m finally about ready for the possibility of a little hanky-panky…

For those of you who are interested… frocks. For those of you who aren’t… scroll no further.

Lauren Vidal Frock- I’ll wear it layered with a top and little wrap but can’t find pic of those…

The belt on mine is a fabric corsage and it's really very pretty...

Happy days :)

%d bloggers like this: